Floating along...

Well, I'm still floating along, struggling to keep a grip on some kind of resemblance of normality. I forgot a podiatrist appointment this afternoon, a very rare occurrence for me to forget something like an appointment, considering I write everything down in my diary, I have no idea how I managed to do that.
I guess I've been a little stressed today, and it didn't help that mondays are so busy, and the other lab technician takes monday afternoons off, leaving me to complete everything that needs to be done for that day. Usually not a huge deal, just got it done today though, and guess I was so busy and with so many other things on my mind, the appointment completely slipped my mind.

Tomorrow I have a job interview, so taking the afternoon off work, another thing which probably didn't help! Not too stressed about it, I don't think I am anyway, as I'm not sure if I will take it if offered- depends how I feel after the interview. I applied for another job though, which I would rather get, hence why I'm hesitant to take it at this stage. I'm hoping to hear from them if I have an interview by the end of this week (hopefully I'll hear from them before I get offered the job!).

Been anxious and knotted up, struggling to cope with everything on my mind. If it were just one or two things, it would be ok, but because there are so many things at the moment, I'm going a bit nutty. It seems to be every aspect of my life there are things worrying me, spiritual, church, work, money, car, economic crisis, home, relationships, thoughts running out of control. *sigh* I hope things calm down soon, because I don't know how much more I can handle of this. I'm going insane!

In the meantime, I'm just floating along, emotionally and physically exhausted, trying to maintain some form of sanity.