F*@#ing car

My car broke down again yesterday. Split radiator, had smoke pouring out of front when driving to work. Was nearly 3 hours late. $300 to fix. And Dad still doesn't think I need a new car. Frustrating.

Went to Doctor this morning, the expensive one. Not much progress. Thyroid still not great. Adrenals are probably stuffed. Getting cortisol levels tested, but that's expensive as not covered by medicare

I was really wanting to go out to see a band on saturday night, but my friend who said she would come has organised something else, and others friends haven't got back to me. I was really looking forward to it, something to look forward to, but now not sure if it will happen.
I am hanging out with work friends sunday though, we're going to a work seminar, but also socialising, so at least I still have that bright speck on the near horizen to focus on and look forward to.

Taking a lot of strength to not cry at the moment. Spent lunch in tears. Feeling incredibly lousy. Too many things going wrong, and too much to deal with. Not coping very well at all.

Very over it.