Bad week cont.

Well my week went from bad to worse. I had a great night out thursday night, guess that was a positive, but my 'date' friday night was...well...interesting? I'm not sure at all really. Friday my car was stuffed, I SO need a new one so I don't have to keep sinking money into a dying one (and nearly blowing myself up because it's so fucked), and saturday was alright, though I think a girl tried to hit on to me at a bar...

Problem is, 'Conservative Rachel' thought she had won the battle and finally killed off 'Wild Rachel' and that she was dead and buried. And she thought she had managed to get 'Depressed Rachel' under some kind of control. But 'Wild Rachel' and 'Depressed Rachel' are working together, and 'Wild Rachel' wasn't really dead after all.
So 'Conservative Rachel' organised this 'date', but then 'Wild Rachel' popped up at the beginning of this week, thanks in part to 'Depressed Rachel', and was like, "so when are we going on this date?" and 'Conservative Rachel' is like "we?? I don't think so!". But 'Wild Rachel' was determined to stuff things up, and boy did she want to party, by friday morning, after the car trouble, I had so much adrenalin pumping round, I was just about bouncing off the walls at work.
Anyway, 'Conservative Rachel' managed the date without too much interference from the other 'Rachels', but 'Wild Rachel' was still up for a party, and I had to drive Saturday night, so she didn't really get it.
So then she has retreated somewhat at least (I think), but still has plenty of pent up energy to let out, and 'Depressed Rachel' has taken control, because 'Conservative Rachel' has given up and retreated to her padded cell, and is rocking back and forth with her fingers in her ears going "la-la-la, not listening, everything is fine, la-la-la".
So I've got 'Depressed Rachel' and 'Wild Rachel' at the wheel, which is NOT good, because it creates a depressed, reckless, quite insane me. So I'm spinning out of control and I'm too exhausted and tired to do anything about it...
I'm sure it will pass after a few weeks, it's just in the mean time, I have to ride it out I guess. Not sure how, but things will calm down eventually. At least I hope they will.